tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11701168803523008812024-03-13T03:29:52.578-07:00La Buena VidaMeredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08257863829848728846noreply@blogger.comBlogger1364125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1170116880352300881.post-81724588024758145582017-02-21T14:22:00.002-08:002017-02-21T14:22:30.592-08:00Book Review: Perfect Little World by Kevin Wilson <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<b>From the back of the book</b>: When Isabelle Poole meets Dr. Preston Grind, she’s fresh out of high
school, pregnant with her art teacher's baby, and totally on her own.
Izzy knows she can be a good mother but without any money or relatives
to help, she’s left searching.<br /><br />Dr. Grind, an awkwardly charming
child psychologist, has spent his life studying family, even after
tragedy struck his own. Now, with the help of an eccentric billionaire,
he has the chance to create a “perfect little world”—to study what
would happen when ten children are raised collectively, without knowing
who their biological parents are. He calls it The Infinite Family
Project and he wants Izzy and her son to join.<br />
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a utopian ideal starts off promising, but soon the gentle equilibrium
among the families disintegrates: unspoken resentments between the
couples begin to fester; the project's funding becomes tenuous; and
Izzy’s growing feelings for Dr. Grind make her question her
participation in this strange experiment in the first place.<br />
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Recently, I joined <a href="https://www.mybotm.com/ve31lvx0iqw7b9" target="_blank">Book of the Month Club</a> (that's an affiliate link, FYI). Mostly, I've stuck to their recommendations for my monthly selection, but this time I eschewed their recommendation because as much as I enjoy dystopian literature, this time I thought reading about a utopia actually sounded pretty nice.<br />
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After reading the synopsis, I almost anticipated that this novel would be narrated from the points of view of different members of the Infinite Family Project, but it was actually confined to just two perspectives--Izzy and Dr. Grind. I understand that choice and ultimately think it was a smart one, though I do wish as the reader we'd gotten to know some of the other adults a bit more intimately than we did. Still, I really enjoyed this one overall. I thought that the characters were strong, the concept was strong, and the book was resolved appropriately in a way that felt like it rang true with my experiences of how dynamics can evolve and change within extended families.<br />
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I almost never say this, but I actually thought this particular book would have benefited from being a bit longer because it would have allowed for more character development and more in depth examination of the "experiment" and its consequences, both good and bad. I feel like I saw where Perfect Little World could have gone, and it made it 9/10ths of the way there. It ended in a perfectly acceptable way, and I enjoyed the journey there very much. But I can't help but think that if the author had pushed himself for just that extra little bit, he would have arrived at a destination that was even more spectacular than where he landed. The only way that I can think to explain it is that the sunset when you've hiked and *almost* reached the top of a mountain is beautiful, but the sunset when you *have* reached the top of a mountain is breathtaking. <i>Perfect Little World</i> reached beautiful, but it didn't quite reach breathtaking.<br />
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I also feel it's worth mentioning that I've seen many reviews compare <i>Perfect Little World</i> to Kevin Wilson's other novel, <i>The Family Fang</i>. I haven't read <i>The Family Fang</i>, so I don't have that bit of context to offer as part of my review, but all on its own, I definitely think <i>Perfect Little World</i> is worth a read!<br />
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<br />Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08257863829848728846noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1170116880352300881.post-31082618973641934432017-02-15T09:42:00.002-08:002017-02-15T09:44:38.163-08:00Book Review: When She Woke by Hillary Jordan <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<b>From the back of the book</b>: Bellwether Prize winner Hillary Jordan’s provocative new novel, <i>When She Woke</i>,
tells the story of a stigmatized woman struggling to navigate an
America of a not-too-distant future, where the line between church and
state has been eradicated and convicted felons are no longer imprisoned
and rehabilitated but chromed―their skin color is genetically altered to
match the class of their crimes―and then released back into the
population to survive as best they can. Hannah is a Red; her crime is
murder.<br />
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In seeking a path to safety in an alien and hostile
world, Hannah unknowingly embarks on a path of self-discovery that
forces her to question the values she once held true and the
righteousness of a country that politicizes faith.<br />
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So. This book was published in 2011, but it's pretty on the nose in terms of the current political climate. A new political party called the Trinitarian Party has taken power, and the separation between church and state has been completely dissolved and Roe v. Wade overturned. As the book opens, we learn that Hannah has discovered as she wakes up that her skin has been turned red, which publicly designates her as a murderer. In this case, she has had an abortion and has refused to publicly identify the baby's father. </div>
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Because "chromes"--those whose skin has been changed colors in accordance with their crimes--have a difficult time surviving in the real world, Hannah goes to a halfway house run by a very fundamentalist religious group, who seems intent on shaming Hannah in order to get her to "walk the narrow path", and I'd argue that her experience there was filled with really disturbing mental and emotional abuse. Later, she ends up connected with a group of militant feminists who are attempting to help Hannah escape to Canada to have her chroming reversed. </div>
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Regardless of your politics, the first half of the book is a strong dystopian novel that's reminiscent of both The Scarlet Letter and The Handmaid's Tale. However, the second half of the book missed the mark for me--it felt cliche, designed almost entirely to give women in book clubs something to talk about. Click the Show/Hide button below if you don't mind a few spoilers that describe what I'm talking about more specifically. </div>
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It wasn't a *bad* book, it was just off to such a strong dystopian start that the second half really felt that much more cliche and awful. So, while the first part of the book started out as a 5 star book for me (you all KNOW I love dystopian lit), by the end I was feeling much more like:<br />
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Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08257863829848728846noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1170116880352300881.post-62970687443229651022017-02-08T09:11:00.002-08:002017-02-08T09:11:47.896-08:00Book Review: Counting by 7s by Holly Goldberg Sloan<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<b>From the back of the book:</b> In the tradition of <i>Out of My Mind</i>, <i>Wonder, </i>and <i>Mockingbird,</i>
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Willow Chance is a twelve-year-old genius, obsessed with nature and
diagnosing medical conditions, who finds it comforting to count by 7s.
It has never been easy for her to connect with anyone other than her
adoptive parents, but that hasn’t kept her from leading a quietly happy
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baffling world. The triumph of this book is that it is <i>not</i> a
tragedy. This extraordinarily odd, but extraordinarily endearing, girl
manages to push through her grief. Her journey to find a fascinatingly
diverse and fully believable surrogate family is a joy and a revelation
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Let's just get one thing out of the way--this is a book written for kids somewhere between the ages of 8-12. I <i>didn't</i> buy this book to read with Lizzy (more on that later), I bought it just for myself because sometimes I think children's books are honest and refreshing in a different way than books written for adults often are. </div>
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This was a quick read, and also a really enjoyable one for me. Yes, many of the circumstances that Willow finds herself in are improbable and totally unlikely to ever happen in the "real world". Still, if you can suspend that bit of skepticism for just a bit, there's a really endearing story that's NOT just for middle schoolers about grief, loss, family, and hope. I really do recommend this one to people of all ages--it's worth your time. </div>
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Now, more on reading this one with kids. Lizzy is 7. She reads pretty well for her age, and I think that in terms of reading level alone, she could read this one with minimal help. It's clean in terms of language, and overall, I think it's a really solid book for kids in probably 4th-8th grade. That said, this book also centers around the death of both of Willow's parents, and subsequently deals with the realities of trying to place a 12-year old in foster care. At one point, another character quips something like, "Once all your baby teeth are gone, no one wants to adopt you." </div>
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I think that right now, those types of issues are a little too emotionally advanced for Lizzy. For example, she doesn't really have a problem with the original Cinderella movie knowing that Cinderella's mom died, but she had a harder time with the more recent re-make where you really get to know Cinderella's mom before her death. In this case, you're told about the death(s) right up front, but then you circle back and get to know Willow's relationship with her parents, and I think that overall, that sort of dynamic would just result in more anxiety, tears, and emotional distress than I'm ready to handle right now. I think in a year or two, she'd be able to read it and see the hope past the tragedy, but right now, she'd only see the tragedy. So when it comes to "can my kid handle this book?"...you know your kids best. You know whether this is something that they're able to handle emotionally or whether it's not. Trust your gut. </div>
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Lib Wright, a young English nurse trained by the legendary Florence Nightingale, arrives in an impoverished Irish village with a strange mission. Eleven-year-old Anna O'Donnell is said to have eaten nothing for four months. With tourists thronging to see the child, as the press sowing doubt, the baffled community looks to an outsider to bring the truth to light. Lib's job is simple: to stay in the girl's bare room at all hours, watching her.<br />
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So. I found this book to be pretty engaging right from the beginning, despite it being a pretty slow moving plot--it was one of those books that I could sit down to read in the afternoon, and then look up to discover that the sun had set long ago. For most of the time that I was actually reading this book, I was pretty sure that this one would receive a 'must read now' rating from me. I liked the characters, I liked the story, I liked everything about it. However, somewhere in the second half of the book I found my opinion shifting slightly. Now that I'm finished, I think it's certainly worth reading...but I feel much less enthusiastic about it than I did initially. </div>
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For me personally, I thought the romance that developed in the second half of the book was pretty unnecessary, and didn't really add anything to the plot. If Donoghue felt it was so necessary to include, then I wish she would have spent more time flushing it out in the conclusion. Instead, characters who hardly knew each other essentially sail away into the sunset for a "happily ever after" that didn't ring true for me given the circumstances. </div>
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That said, I've heard a *lot* of people rave about this book, saying it was one of their favorites ever, and I don't want to discourage you from reading it, because you may feel the same. I thought it was a perfectly fine book, and definitely worth a read. It just fell a little flat right at the end for me. </div>
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Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08257863829848728846noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1170116880352300881.post-57405493893960937622017-01-30T17:06:00.003-08:002017-01-30T17:06:25.088-08:00My Rating System Explained Every person that reviews books does things a bit differently when it comes to rating the books that they've read. Right, wrong, or indifferent, here's how I typically rate books.<br />
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This is pretty self-explanatory, yeah? If a book receives this rating, it means that I absolutely loved it. It rocked my world. This is essentially my way of giving books a 5 star rating. Please note, a book does not need to be ENJOYABLE in order for it to receive this reading. I think some of the best books are books that make the reader think, as well as books that challenge the reader. Some of the best books I've ever read have been exceptionally difficult to read. Consider yourself warned.<br />
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When a book receives this rating, it means that I liked it well enough. It was a good read--one that I'd suggest you read, but maybe also one that I'd suggest checking out at the library rather than telling you to rush out and buy a copy for yourself. I'm glad to have read it and would recommend it to others.<br />
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Look, not every book is every person's cup of tea. A book that receives this rating means that it simply wasn't my style, but that I can understand how others enjoyed it, and that I think it has enough merit that I'm not actively telling you NOT to read it. Just that I didn't prefer it.<br />
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This is a book that I disliked enough that I can't in good conscience recommend it to others. Perhaps I had major issues with the characters or storyline. Perhaps I thought the conclusion was lazy. Perhaps the book was filled with misspellings or other things that annoyed me. Regardless, I'm telling you that I disliked it so much that I can't recommend even checking it out at the library.<br />
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There are lots of times when I put a book away on the shelf and come back to read it later. Often times, those books become some of my favorites, once I'm finally in the right mood or frame of mind to read them. This rating does NOT describe that situation. This particular rating describes a book that I disliked so much that I elected not to finish it. Perhaps it was even a book that made me so mad that I threw it away instead of donating it to Goodwill. I can think of only a handful of books where this is the case, so I don't anticipate this being a rating that's used particularly often, but we live in interesting times, and anything is possible. <br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">Note: It took me awhile to settle into this system, so if you browse the archives (pre-2017), you'll find several different variations of this system. They're similar, and I think you'll be able to easily see how any of those ratings equate to the current system. </span>Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08257863829848728846noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1170116880352300881.post-44177066617094460482017-01-30T15:44:00.001-08:002017-01-30T15:44:06.459-08:00Is This Thing On? Man alive...it's been quite awhile, hasn't it?<br />
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I never intended to stop blogging. I love the little memories and things that were preserved during my time blogging, and Justin and I both have found ourselves going back and referencing my blog archives to remember little things--recipes, details from trips, stories from when Lizzy was little. I love that those parts of our life are accessible.<br />
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I never intended to stop blogging for all of those reasons, and yet somehow I did. And the more I think about it, the more thankful I am. The reality is that we've walked through some things in the past year or so that were probably best left off the internet. God, that sounds so cryptic and awful. Very little of it was truly awful, there were just several challenges that I couldn't have written about on this space, and then would have felt disingenuous by not talking about. There were also several occasions that I am SO thankful I wasn't blogging because I probably would have written a stream-of-consciousness style post that I'd likely later come to regret.<br />
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All that said, it's time. I'm back...sort of. I'm not sure that I'm ready or interested in returning to full-on lifestyle blogging, so definitely don't expect THAT from me. But what I do miss is writing book reviews. I've never stopped recording what I've been reading and telling you what I thought about it on Instagram, but I'd like to get back to doing real (longer) reviews. So, that's what I'm going to do--fill this little space with my thoughts on books. I hope you'll stick around.<br />
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If you're still out there, drop a comment and let me know what the best book you read in the past year was, and why! Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08257863829848728846noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1170116880352300881.post-65612363173477219942015-12-03T14:36:00.001-08:002015-12-03T14:36:47.767-08:00Thursday Free Printable. Just because it's Thursday, and I needed a little something gold to dress up my Christmas decor. And because O' Holy Night is one of my favorite songs of all time....here's a little printable for you! <br />
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Click on through to Flickr to download in whichever size you'd like--it was originally made to be an 8x10 :) If you print it and use it, I always appreciate a pin linking to this blog on Pinterest so others can find it too! <br />
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A little Thanksgiving printable that I made for Mom to Mom this week. It's kind of hilarious because it's been a really busy, really hard couple of months for us (nothing terrible, just long hours of work and some hard parenting stages), and I definitely have not always found myself giving thanks in all of those circumstances. But, it's something that I'd like to aspire to nonetheless. So, as always this is really because I need it, but maybe you might too :) <br />
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Here's how to get it for yourself:<br />
1. Click on the image above, which will take you over to Flickr.<br />
2. In the lower right hand corner, you should see an arrow pointing down to a line. Click on it.<br />
3. Then choose "all sizes", and select whichever size you'd like to download (I recommend downloading the original). In this case, the original is sized to 5x7, but may be high enough resolution that you could print it larger if you'd like. <br />
4. Print the image at home.<br />
5. If you print it and love it, please consider pinning it on Pinterest so that others can find it as well.
Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02357381494401496279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1170116880352300881.post-32788793752063149132015-06-11T07:39:00.002-07:002015-06-11T07:39:59.222-07:00Book Review: Eight Hundred Grapes by Laura Dave<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<b>From the back of the book</b>: There are secrets you share, and secrets you hide....<br /> <br />Growing up
on her family’s Sonoma vineyard, Georgia Ford learned some important
secrets. The secret number of grapes it takes to make a bottle of wine:
eight hundred. The secret ingredient in her mother’s lasagna: chocolate.
The secret behind ending a fight: hold hands.<br /> <br />But just a week
before her wedding, thirty-year-old Georgia discovers her beloved fiancé
has been keeping a secret so explosive, it will change their lives
forever.<br /> <br />Georgia does what she’s always done: she returns to the
family vineyard, expecting the comfort of her long-married parents, and
her brothers, and everything familiar. But it turns out her fiancé is
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I'll just come right out and say it. This was the best book I've read in a LONG time. I knew almost immediately that it would become my go-to book recommendation this summer, because I think it is very well written, and something that most people I know will really enjoy. In fact, this book was just released at the beginning of June and is already receiving tons of accolades. I can understand why. Despite the synopsis, this book really didn't feel particularly dramatic to me, and I think that's a credit to Laura Dave's talent as an author--to be able to make characters feel real, authentic, and nuanced without feeling trite or over-dramatic. </div>
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I think I expected <i>Eight Hundred Grapes</i> to be your standard chick-lit romance set in wine country. You know--the sort that will inevitably be made into a movie starring Reese Witherspoon. And while I think it's still quite likely that this book will be made into such a movie, I have to say that I was pleasantly surprised to discover that Eight Hundred Grapes was as much about family and wine as it was about romance. Laura Dave described the vineyards and the wine making process with such care that I was totally transported to Sonoma, and instantly wanted to tear out all the grass in our backyard and plant enough wine grapes for a small vineyard. Thankfully, Justin reminded me that we do, in fact, have wine grapes planted in our backyard, and that three plants is probably plenty for us at this moment in time. But, the point is that while <i>Eight Hundred Grapes</i> *is* light enough to be something that I'd read at the beach or next to the pool, it's not completely superficial chick lit either--there is substance and depth there as well, which I really enjoyed. </div>
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Overall, I really enjoyed <i>Eight Hundred Grapes</i>, and recommend it highly. In fact, move it to the top of your "to be read" stack, right now. </div>
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You can also read an excerpt of <i>Eight Hundred Grapes</i> <a href="http://books.simonandschuster.com/Eight-Hundred-Grapes/Laura-Dave/9781476789255" target="_blank">here</a>, and read my review of Laura Dave's book <i>The First Husband</i> <a href="http://www.vivalabuenavida.blogspot.com/2012/05/book-review-first-husband-by-laura-dave.html" target="_blank">here</a>. </div>
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;">Disclosure: I received an advance copy
of this book for review through Net Galley. I did not receive any
further compensation for this review, and all thoughts and opinions are
my own. You all should know by now that I couldn't lie about a book even
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Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08257863829848728846noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1170116880352300881.post-42879851877846766942015-06-08T08:23:00.003-07:002015-06-08T08:23:55.074-07:00Monday Printable + Hopes for SummerToday is the first "official" day of summer for us--the first day that Lizzy would have normally gone to school, but isn't. We still have an end-of-the-year BBQ one evening later this week, but for all intents and purposes, we are done. I can't believe that I'll have a kindergartener next year. It just blows my mind.<br />
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As we start summer, I've been thinking about a lot of things. I've been feeling the pull to write again, and I think it's supposed to be here. I needed to step back and take a break for a while--I was getting focused on giveaways, and pageviews, and "monetizing" my blog, and was having a hard time getting back to writing in a way that felt meaningful to me. Then, when you add a kiddo who is a terrible sleeper into the mix, I just felt like I had to take some things off of my plate. And I'm glad that I did, but I have also missed writing. I have always felt like I am supposed to write--and I'm not sure exactly in what capacity, but this is enough for now. We still sometimes go back to my Letters to Lizzy to read about what she was doing at a particular age, and I do miss that for Becca.<br />
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Anyway, as we're settling into summer, I have some hopes:<br />
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-I hope to find a routine for our days that gives a good balance between doing what needs to be done. Cleaning, meal prep, laundry, exercise, tending the garden--those are things that just need to be done, mostly every day. But I don't want to spend *all* day doing them. I want to leave space for reading, playing in the backyard, and even letting my kids be bored. I don't want to be their cruise director, but I also want to be available just to read and play with them in activities that they initiate as well. <br />
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-I hope to continue to build self-care into that routine. I was blessed to be able to share part of my story at my Mom's Group retreat this year, and what it boils down to is that for me there is a list of specific things that I need to be doing on a regular basis in order to keep my anxiety at bay. For me, those things (exercise is one of the major ones, for me) need to be the priority, not the things that I do if I'm not too tired at the end of the day. Because the bottom line is that without that self-care piece, I can't live the life that I'm called to live. Right along with this, is also putting myself "out there" so to speak, and initiating visits and playdates with friends. I am *terrible* about this. Friends text me sometimes and ask if we want to meet at a park, or come over for lunch, and I'm always like, "YEAH! Absolutely!" and we go, and have a great time. But, I'm really bad about ever initiating things like that, because honestly, it almost never occurs to me. I'm just a huge introvert, and it isn't the first thing that comes to my mind when we have a free morning or afternoon. The reality, though, is that I need that time of fellowship with friends, and so do my kiddos, and I hope to be better about initiating it this summer. <br />
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-I want to spend a lot of time reading with the girls. I want to get back into the habit of going to library story time. I also hope to spend a lot of time swimming with them--whether it's in our little backyard pool, at our parents' larger pools, or at the river/lake. <br />
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-I hope that we can be better about carving out some intentional family time AND date nights for Justin and I. In looking at our calendar, almost every weekend is already booked through mid-July. We've committed to some worthy things, and I'm glad we committed to them, but we also need to carve out some down-time. Justin and I have a weekend planned to go away just the two of us, and it is *much* needed.<br />
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-Berry picking. Lots of berry picking. <br />
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There's more, but those are some of the major ones. Of course, I'm going to have a lot more imperfect days than perfect ones. And that's where this week's printable comes in:<br />
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I've seen this paraphrase of John 1:16 before, and I just really love it. I need the reminder this summer--there is grace, upon grace, upon grace both for me and for my kiddos. Every single day.<br />
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Here are the details:<br />
-This is an 8x10 image. Click on the image above to go to Flickr, where you can download the above image and print it out as you wish. This is for personal use only, not for commercial use or sale.<br />
-The flower graphic is a free graphic from <a href="http://www.welivedhappilyeverafter.com/2014/08/14-lovely-free-graphics-for-digital.html" target="_blank">We Lived Happily Ever After</a>. <br />
-Happy Monday! Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08257863829848728846noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1170116880352300881.post-3079601701054141412015-06-01T16:01:00.000-07:002015-06-01T16:01:00.044-07:00Book Review: Housebreaking by Dan Pope<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<b>From the back of the book</b>: In this gripping, gorgeous literary drama, two suburban families are
hopelessly entangled during an explosive Thanksgiving weekend that
changes their lives forever.<br /><br />When Benjamin’s wife kicks him out
of their house, he returns to his childhood home in Connecticut to live
with his widowed father. Lost, lonely, and doubting everything he felt
he knew about marriage and love—even as his eighty-year-old father
begins to date again—Benjamin is trying to put his life back together
when he recognizes someone down the street: his high school crush, the
untouchable Audrey Martin. Audrey has just moved to the neighborhood
with her high-powered lawyer husband and their rebellious teenager,
Emily. As it turns out, Audrey isn’t so untouchable anymore, and she and
Benjamin begin to discover, in each other’s company, answers to many of
their own deepest longings. Meanwhile, as the neighborhood is wracked
by a mysterious series of robberies, Audrey seems to be hiding a tragic
secret, and her husband, Andrew, becomes involved in a dangerous
professional game he can never win. And, by the way, who is paying
attention to Emily?<br />
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It's been a couple of months now since I read Housebreaking, and when I sat down to collect my thoughts, I spent a good deal of time trying to remember which major issue/conflict was the base of the story. Was it the one with the blackmail? Or maybe the tragedy? Was it the one with the lies and deception? Or the one with the troubled teenage daughter? Turns out, it was all of the above. You see, in the world Dan Pope creates in Housebreaking, everyone has a secret. Benjamin has one, and so does Audrey. Audrey's husband has one, and so does her daughter. And in this instance, every single one of the secrets is a big, major, DYSFUNCTION-JUNCTION secret, not just a run-of-the-mill small secret. Pope really walked a line between realistic and outlandish in terms of all the varying issues that his characters faced, but he walked that line well, given the circumstances. </div>
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Overall, Pope is an extraordinary writer, and I enjoyed his prose immensely. He was able to weave characters in and out of the novel in a way that felt nuanced, but natural at the same time. He tackled a TON of issues, with only minor forays into soap-opera territory. I appreciated the way that the story unfolded slowly, from various different characters. It felt like I was getting little pieces of the puzzle from each individual character, which then gave me new insight and understanding as to the story as a whole. <br /><br />This novel is deep, and fairly dark. It doesn't shy away from hard issues or familial dysfunction at all, but it doesn't leave you feeling depressed and hopeless either. Overall, I enjoyed it very much and recommend it highly!</div>
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;">Disclosure: I received an advance copy
of this book for review through Net Galley. I did not receive any
further compensation for this review, and all thoughts and opinions are
my own. You all should know by now that I couldn't lie about a book even
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In
this gripping, gorgeous literary drama, two suburban families are
hopelessly entangled during an explosive Thanksgiving weekend that
changes their lives forever.<br /><br />When Benjamin’s wife kicks him out
of their house, he returns to his childhood home in Connecticut to live
with his widowed father. Lost, lonely, and doubting everything he felt
he knew about marriage and love—even as his eighty-year-old father
begins to date again—Benjamin is trying to put his life back together
when he recognizes someone down the street: his high school crush, the
untouchable Audrey Martin. Audrey has just moved to the neighborhood
with her high-powered lawyer husband and their rebellious teenager,
Emily. As it turns out, Audrey isn’t so untouchable anymore, and she and
Benjamin begin to discover, in each other’s company, answers to many of
their own deepest longings. Meanwhile, as the neighborhood is wracked
by a mysterious series of robberies, Audrey seems to be hiding a tragic
secret, and her husband, Andrew, becomes involved in a dangerous
professional game he can never win. And, by the way, who is paying
attention to Emily? - See more at:
http://books.simonandschuster.com/Housebreaking/Dan-Pope/9781476745909#sthash.OaUk84Qq.dpuf</div>
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In
this gripping, gorgeous literary drama, two suburban families are
hopelessly entangled during an explosive Thanksgiving weekend that
changes their lives forever.<br /><br />When Benjamin’s wife kicks him out
of their house, he returns to his childhood home in Connecticut to live
with his widowed father. Lost, lonely, and doubting everything he felt
he knew about marriage and love—even as his eighty-year-old father
begins to date again—Benjamin is trying to put his life back together
when he recognizes someone down the street: his high school crush, the
untouchable Audrey Martin. Audrey has just moved to the neighborhood
with her high-powered lawyer husband and their rebellious teenager,
Emily. As it turns out, Audrey isn’t so untouchable anymore, and she and
Benjamin begin to discover, in each other’s company, answers to many of
their own deepest longings. Meanwhile, as the neighborhood is wracked
by a mysterious series of robberies, Audrey seems to be hiding a tragic
secret, and her husband, Andrew, becomes involved in a dangerous
professional game he can never win. And, by the way, who is paying
attention to Emily? - See more at:
http://books.simonandschuster.com/Housebreaking/Dan-Pope/9781476745909#sthash.OaUk84Qq.dpuf</div>
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In
this gripping, gorgeous literary drama, two suburban families are
hopelessly entangled during an explosive Thanksgiving weekend that
changes their lives forever.<br /><br />When Benjamin’s wife kicks him out
of their house, he returns to his childhood home in Connecticut to live
with his widowed father. Lost, lonely, and doubting everything he felt
he knew about marriage and love—even as his eighty-year-old father
begins to date again—Benjamin is trying to put his life back together
when he recognizes someone down the street: his high school crush, the
untouchable Audrey Martin. Audrey has just moved to the neighborhood
with her high-powered lawyer husband and their rebellious teenager,
Emily. As it turns out, Audrey isn’t so untouchable anymore, and she and
Benjamin begin to discover, in each other’s company, answers to many of
their own deepest longings. Meanwhile, as the neighborhood is wracked
by a mysterious series of robberies, Audrey seems to be hiding a tragic
secret, and her husband, Andrew, becomes involved in a dangerous
professional game he can never win. And, by the way, who is paying
attention to Emily? - See more at:
http://books.simonandschuster.com/Housebreaking/Dan-Pope/9781476745909#sthash.OaUk84Qq.dpuf</div>
Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08257863829848728846noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1170116880352300881.post-79017247450178589482015-05-15T20:28:00.002-07:002015-05-15T20:28:44.402-07:00Book Review: The Bullet by Mary Louise Kelly<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<b>From the back of the book</b>: Caroline Cashion is beautiful, intelligent, a professor of French
literature. But in a split second, everything she’s known is proved to
be a lie.<br /> <br />A single bullet, gracefully tapered at one end, is
found lodged at the base of her skull. Caroline is stunned. It makes no
sense: she has never been shot. She has no entry wound. No scar. Then,
over the course of one awful evening, she learns the truth: that she was
adopted when she was three years old, after her real parents were
murdered. Caroline was there the night they were attacked. She was
wounded too, a gunshot to the neck. Surgeons had stitched up the
traumatized little girl, with the bullet still there, nestled deep among
vital nerves and blood vessels.<br /> <br />That was thirty-four years ago.<br /> <br />Now,
Caroline has to find the truth of her past. Why were her parents
killed? Why is she still alive? She returns to her hometown where she
meets a cop who lets slip that the bullet in her neck is the same bullet
that killed her mother. Full-metal jacket, .38 Special. It hit
Caroline’s mother and kept going, hurtling through the mother’s chest
and into the child hiding behind her.<br /> <br />She is horrified—and in
danger. When a gun is fired it leaves markings on the bullet. Tiny
grooves, almost as unique as a fingerprint. The bullet in her neck could
finger a murderer. A frantic race is set in motion: Can Caroline
unravel the clues to her past, before the killer tracks her down?<br />
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I finished The Bullet over a month ago, but have spent the past 30ish days hoping that I'd be struck with divine inspiration about how to review it, because I'm still just not quite sure what to think or to say. The concept of the novel intrigued me right away. Right off the bat, I found Caroline Cashion as a lead character to be smart and engaging--someone that I could imagine being friends with. I really, really enjoyed the first 65% of the book or so. </div>
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But then, at some point, the novel started to lose its identity--was is a coming-of-age novel or a suspense novel? A romance? Maybe a thriller? Surely there HAD to be a plot twist coming somewhere...it could not be this predictable, could it? Did Caroline start using drugs halfway through the novel? Because if not, I'm not quite sure how to reconcile the fact that all of a sudden Caroline started to make straight up *stupid* decisions that did not jive with anything we had been told about her personality or character up to that point. </div>
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It wasn't a bad book, though. I did enjoy most of it, and it was a quick read that would probably be perfect for a summer vacation. That said, I think the bottom line for me was that I loved the concept so much, and was ultimately let down by the execution of the last half of the book.</div>
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<br />Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02357381494401496279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1170116880352300881.post-46959378180068224712015-05-05T09:00:00.003-07:002015-05-05T09:00:59.796-07:00Book Review: Hugo & Rose by Bridget Foley<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<b>From the back of the book:</b> Rose is disappointed with her life, though she has no reason to be -
she has a beautiful family and a perfectly nice house in the suburbs.
But to Rose, this ordinary life feels overshadowed by her other life -
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adventure. On this island, she has never been alone: she shares it with
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when Rose stumbles across Hugo in real life, both her real and dream
worlds are changed forever. Here is the man who has shared all of her
incredible adventures in impossible places, who grew up with her, even
if they aren't what either one imagined. Their chance encounter begins a
cascade of questions, lies, and a dangerous obsession that threatens to
topple everything she knows. Is she willing to let go of everything she
holds dear to understand their extraordinary connection? And will it
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Since the time I was about twelve, I have often dreamed of a particular city. I could tell you about the riverbanks that I played on as a child--the same ones that I had late night bonfires on in high school. I could tell you about the shops and store owners on the main drag. I could tell you where to eat lunch, and where I wouldn't touch with a ten foot pole. I could tell you about the dusty library, and also about the tree that I picked ripe cherries from almost every day. This city was like the gatekeeper of my dreams--the place in which all of my other dreams occurred. I have often wondered how I would respond if I ever found the city in real life--would I want to pack up everything and move there? Would I drive out of town as fast as I could, never looking back? What would it <i><b>mean</b></i> if it really did exist? </div>
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Needless to say, the concept behind <i>Hugo & Ros</i>e immediately caught my attention, and I couldn't wait to read it. Based on the cover and the summary, I expected it to be a whimsical and fun novel (probably a love story) with a fairly predictable ending. I was wrong. </div>
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In reality, <i>Hugo & Rose</i> is deep and it is pretty dark. It examined hard themes, such as how someone who seems to have a perfect life can still be exhausted, depressed, and just want to escape. It explored how one secret can worm its way into your life, slowly at first but quickly taking over every corner in a way that is completely terrifying. It allowed for twists and turns that I *never* expected, and certainly didn't see coming. The darkness of Hugo & Rose was unexpected, but wasn't a bad thing at all. I've never read anything quite like it, which is always a plus in my opinion. </div>
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Like all books that incorporate some magical realism (think <i>The Night Circus</i> or <i>Mr. Penumbra's 24 Hour Bookstore</i>), the plot-line does require a certain buy-in from the reader. If you can't get past the idea of two people sharing a common dream, then you probably won't enjoy this book. On the other hand, if you can get there even temporarily, then you're in for quite an emotional ride. If you're unsure, <a href="http://us.macmillan.com/excerpt?isbn=9781250055798" target="_blank">read an excerpt here</a> first. </div>
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Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02357381494401496279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1170116880352300881.post-74580775547531581942015-04-15T16:42:00.002-07:002015-04-15T16:42:48.560-07:00Book Review: The Children's Crusade by Ann Packer<br />
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<b>From the back of the book</b>: From the <i>New York Times</i> bestselling, award-winning author of <i>The Dive From Clausen’s Pier</i>,
a sweeping, masterful new novel that explores the secrets and desires,
the remnant wounds and saving graces of one California family, over the
course of five decades.<br /><br />Bill Blair finds the land by accident,
three wooded acres in a rustic community south of San Francisco. The
year is 1954, long before anyone will call this area Silicon Valley.
Struck by a vision of the family he has yet to create, Bill buys the
property on a whim. In Penny Greenway he finds a suitable wife, a woman
whose yearning attitude toward life seems compelling and answerable, and
they marry and have four children. Yet Penny is a mercurial housewife,
at a time when women chafed at the conventions imposed on them. She
finds salvation in art, but the cost is high.<br /> <br />Thirty years
later, the three oldest Blair children, adults now and still living near
the family home, are disrupted by the return of the youngest, whose
sudden presence and all-too-familiar troubles force a reckoning with who
they are, separately and together, and set off a struggle over the
family’s future. One by one, the siblings take turns telling the
story—Robert, a doctor like their father; Rebecca, a psychiatrist; Ryan,
a schoolteacher; and James, the malcontent, the problem child, the only
one who hasn’t settled down—their narratives interwoven with portraits
of the family at crucial points in their history.<br />
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I remember reading Ann Packer's book <i>The Dive From Clausen's Pier</i> when it was first released and being blown away by how Packer wrote and developed characters. I've been pretty ruthless with my collection of books over the years, giving them away or taking them to the used bookstore for credit, but <i>The Dive From Clausen's Pier</i> is one that I've hung on to. Suffice to say, I had high expectations for <i>The Children's Crusade</i>. </div>
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I've been mulling it over now for a couple of months, trying to put words to how I feel about this book, and I guess what it comes down to is this--I think Ann Packer is a master of characters. She writes them well, she develops them well, I always enjoy reading about them, and always find them to be genuine (though not always likable). However, where this book differed from<i> Clausen's Pier</i> was that in this case, I was completely ambivalent about the outcome of the central plot line that the characters were engaged in. I'm not sure whether Packer intended for the book to be solely character driven or whether <i>Clausen's Pier</i> was clouding my expectations, but <i>The Children's Crusade</i> was largely different than what I expected or hoped for in this way. </div>
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So, it wasn't what I was expecting, but that's not to say that I disliked it. I think that once I adjusted my expectations and tuned into the fact that <i>The Children's Crusade</i> was really a character study, I enjoyed it a lot. I liked having a glimpse into each character's perspective on both the past and the present. I do wish that we heard more from Penny herself, rather than everyone else's perspective ON Penny though, and I wish that the family had been brought together to tell essentially this same story under a different set of circumstances. </div>
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Overall, I think that if you like character driven novels, you'll probably enjoy this book. On the other hand, if you're interested in reading it because you loved <i>Clausen's Pier</i>, it may not be exactly hoping for. Either way, I vote that you add it to the nightstand stack. </div>
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Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02357381494401496279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1170116880352300881.post-89857981672329871652015-04-14T08:06:00.003-07:002015-04-14T08:08:23.949-07:00Free Printable: Known & LovedOne of my goals/resolutions for this year was to continue to practice and learn more about graphic design. Any time I make a printable either for myself or for my mom's group, I always try to incorporate a new technique so that I can learn something new. One of the things that I've wanted to learn for awhile was how to use glyphs in Photoshop--I'd have these gorgeous fonts that I knew came with beautiful swashes and embellishments, and I couldn't figure out how to access them in Photoshop. Well, the short answer is that you just can't. The long answer is that you CAN access them in Illustrator and then just copy and paste into Photoshop. Ha. Now I know.<br />
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So anyway, yesterday was all about glyphs, so I knew that I wanted to make a<span style="color: #0000ee;"> <span style="color: black;">simple</span></span> little printable that incorporated them. Recently, my friend Emily blogged about <a href="https://home2learn.wordpress.com/2015/04/08/wisdom-from-my-grandma/" target="_blank">being encouraged by God that she is known & loved</a>, and her words have really stuck with me...so, this printable is for her. And for me. And for you. <br />
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<b>Here's how to get it for yourself:</b><br />
1. Click on the image above, which will take you over to Flickr.<br />
2. In the lower right hand corner, you should see an arrow pointing down to a line. Click on it.<br />
3. Then choose "all sizes", and select whichever size you'd like to download (I recommend downloading the original).<br />
4. Print the image at home.<br />
5. If you print it and love it, please consider pinning it on Pinterest so that others can find it as well.<br />
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The flower graphic used in this printable came from We Lived Happily Ever After, and you can find it <a href="http://www.welivedhappilyeverafter.com/2014/07/10-free-colorful-flower-digital-graphics.html" target="_blank">here</a>. The font used in this printable is the <a href="https://creativemarket.com/Seniors/179224-Cresilda-Script-%2840-Off%29" target="_blank">Cresilda Script</a>, which happens to be part of Creative Market's <a href="https://creativemarket.com/bundle/april-big-bundle" target="_blank">April Big Bundle</a> (which I think is available for purchase through today, and is filled with tons of awesome graphics and fonts for only $39).<br />
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Important note: I wasn't asked by Creative Market to tell you about the April Big Bundle, nor are any of these links affiliate links. I just think that when you get $1209 worth of stuff for $39, that's a pretty good deal worth sharing. Happy Tuesday! Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02357381494401496279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1170116880352300881.post-59993797754002027012015-03-19T12:09:00.002-07:002015-03-19T12:09:33.416-07:00Thursday Free Printable Last year around this time,<a href="http://www.vivalabuenavida.blogspot.com/2014/04/thursday-printable.html" target="_blank"> I posted a free "He is risen!" printable here on the blog</a> that I made for our Mom's Group before Easter. I loved having it up in our home last year as a reminder of the hope that this season brings, and I still see it kicking around on Pinterest every once in awhile, so I thought I'd make another very similar, but slightly different version this year as well!<br />
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Please feel free to click through to Flickr, download, and print. The flower graphics are one of my favorites from <a href="http://www.graphicstock.com/" target="_blank">Graphic Stock</a>, and the font is <a href="http://www.dafont.com/simon-script.font" target="_blank">Simon Script</a>, which is free for personal use via dafont.com Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02357381494401496279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1170116880352300881.post-42555984718239361902015-02-19T09:18:00.001-08:002015-02-19T09:18:53.655-08:00Thursday Printable: Depths of the OceanSo, my hard drive crashed. I'm a day post-op from thyroid surgery and crossing everything crossable<br />
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<span style="line-height: normal;">But, it's a new day. The sun is shining. It's the first day I've been warm in...months?....years? There are blessings even in the sucky and this is one of them--one of my favorite verses ever.</span><br />
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<br />Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02357381494401496279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1170116880352300881.post-78268336619571130882015-02-03T10:56:00.000-08:002015-02-03T10:56:08.536-08:00Book Review: The Storied Life of AJ Fikry by Gabrielle Zevin<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<b>From the back of the book</b>:On the faded Island Books sign hanging over the porch of the
Victorian cottage is the motto "No Man Is an Island; Every Book Is a
World." A. J. Fikry, the irascible owner, is about to discover just what
that truly means.<br />
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A. J. Fikry’s life is not at all what he expected it to be. His wife
has died, his bookstore is experiencing the worst sales in its history,
and now his prized possession, a rare collection of Poe poems, has been
stolen. Slowly but surely, he is isolating himself from all the people
of Alice Island—from Lambiase, the well-intentioned police officer who’s
always felt kindly toward Fikry; from Ismay, his sister-in-law who is
hell-bent on saving him from his dreary self; from Amelia, the lovely
and idealistic (if eccentric) Knightley Press sales rep who keeps on
taking the ferry over to Alice Island, refusing to be deterred by A.J.’s
bad attitude. Even the books in his store have stopped holding pleasure
for him. These days, A.J. can only see them as a sign of a world that
is changing too rapidly.<br /><br />And then a mysterious package appears at
the bookstore. It’s a small package, but large in weight. It’s that
unexpected arrival that gives A. J. Fikry the opportunity to make his
life over, the ability to see everything anew. It doesn’t take long for
the locals to notice the change overcoming A.J.; or for that determined
sales rep, Amelia, to see her curmudgeonly client in a new light; or for
the wisdom of all those books to become again the lifeblood of A.J.’s
world; or for everything to twist again into a version of his life that
he didn’t see coming. As surprising as it is moving, <em>The Storied Life of A. J. Fikry</em> is an unforgettable tale of transformation and second chances, an irresistible affirmation of why we read, and why we love.<br />
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<b>“The words you can't find, you borrow. We read to know we're not alone. We read because we are alone. We read and we are not alone. We are not alone. My life is in these books, he wants to tell her. Read these and know my heart. We are not quite novels. The analogy he is looking for is almost there. We are not quite short stories. At this point, his life is seeming closest to that.<br />In the end, we are collected works.” </b></div>
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It's no secret that I love books about books, and <i>The Storied Life of A.J. Fikry</i> is really no exception there, because it's not just about books, it also feels a bit like a love letter to everyone who truly loves reading. A.J. Fikry reads books. He talks about books. He makes his livelihood by selling books. His most prized possession is a limited edition book. Indeed, nearly his whole life seems to be filtered through...you guessed it...books. Now that's a main character that I can relate to! :) </div>
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;">Disclosure: I received an advance copy
of this book for review through Net Galley. I did not receive any
further compensation for this review, and all thoughts and opinions are
my own. You all should know by now that I couldn't lie about a book even
if I wanted to :) </span>Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08257863829848728846noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1170116880352300881.post-53997217176638644192015-01-20T14:19:00.000-08:002015-01-21T06:58:43.569-08:00Time For Your Checkup. So. Let's catch up.<br />
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I had the biopsy. It sucked, but also wasn't as bad as I remembered. Honestly, the hardest part was that Justin was working out of town at the time, and I was alone with my thoughts and worries at night.<br />
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During the biopsy, the endocrinologist told me that she was almost certain that it would be benign, but that on the off chance that it came back as indeterminate, she had also taken a sample for genetic testing.The biopsy was on Monday. By Wednesday, she called and said that it was benign, and that the only thing we needed was to follow up in a year and make sure the nodule hadn't grown too much. We celebrated. I slept...hard, for the first time in MONTHS. And we seriously enjoyed the holidays.<br />
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A few weeks after Christmas, I saw my endocrinologist's office number pop up on my cell phone, and my heart dropped. As it turned out, the sample that she had taken for possible genetic testing was supposed to have been thrown away since my biopsy was benign. Somehow, someway, it was accidentally submitted. And it came back positive for a genetic mutation that predisposes me for thyroid cancer. She explained that the type of cancer that I'm predisposed to is the "best" kind to have, but also the hardest to detect via ultrasound or biopsy, so she was no longer comfortable leaving such a big nodule in my thyroid, and she recommended that I have surgery within the next 3 months to remove that lobe of my thyroid. <br />
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She then referred me to a surgeon, who I saw last week. The surgeon agreed that with the information that she had, coupled with the fact that my grandmother had to have a total thyroidectomy, that lobe needed to come out. She said that the goal is to remove only half, but that they will do some testing while I'm under, and they do have the option to remove the whole thing if needed. We set the surgery date for Jan 27th at the surgery center attached to the ENT's office. On my way out the door, the office lady said, "Be sure to bring a check--your portion of the surgery will be due in full that day." <br />
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I asked her how much that would be, and she said, "Oh, somewhere between a couple hundred and a couple thousand. We'll call you sometime between now and then to let you know."<br />
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Right. Because that's realistic for most people I know.<br />
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Anyway, they called later that day and said that I would have to pay about $3100 the day of the surgery in order to proceed. That was 12 days away, and I told them that just wasn't feasible for us, and asked about payment plans. The office said no, they don't offer them. That the surgeon considers everything that is not cancer to be an elective procedure, and that their office policy is that all elective procedures must be paid up front. After calling around, this seems to be the new norm for surgeons around here.<br />
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I asked what would happen if someone just didn't have that amount of money and couldn't come up with it, and they told me that they just couldn't have the surgery until they did. Period. Nice, right? <br />
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It was a SUPER stressful couple of days for me. I mean, that is kind of a significant chunk of money to expect someone to have readily available within only a few days.<br />
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So, after a LOT of phone calls, we discovered that it is actually much less expensive up front (by about half) for me to have the surgery at the hospital instead of the surgery center. So, I'm set for surgery there on Feb 18th. We will end up paying a bit more in the long run, but the hospital will work with us on payments, and it's actually kind of nice because it's the same hospital that we already have a payment plan set up with for the biopsy and ultrasound. It's still a lot, especially since this is essentially the third time in 3 months that we've met our insurance deductible (I believe we had met it in 2014, then Justin's work changed insurances in December, we had a new deductible that we either met it or came close to meeting in December, and then it rolled over again on Jan 1st--hooray!), but it seems like it is probably doable.<br />
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I am ANNOYED about it all, because it drastically changes some plans we had for the next year financially, but it is what it is. I'm lucky that they caught this when they did. I totally know, understand, and appreciate that. <br />
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And I'm still really annoyed to be re-opening a chapter of my life that I thought was closed, you know? <br />
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<br />Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08257863829848728846noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1170116880352300881.post-49706146246089808192014-12-02T11:40:00.000-08:002014-12-02T11:42:04.375-08:00Deja Vu. Well, it's been awhile little old blog. I feel kind of weird jumping in with a post like this, but I need the processing that writing gives, so there you have it...<br />
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In October, I went to my normal doctor for a physical. He said that my thyroid felt a little enlarged. My OB had tested my thyroid back in April--that's just something he does as a part of annuals once you get to a certain age :). Anyway, all my levels were totally fine then, so my doctor ordered an ultrasound to take a look. <br />
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I had the ultrasound in November. I remember that the girl performing the ultrasound was quiet during the whole thing, but I've been told that that's common--that the people who perform the ultrasounds at the hospital aren't actually allowed to tell you anything during the procedure. I don't know.<br />
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Anyway, the ultrasound showed a "4cm heterogeneous solid with vascularity", which means that I have a biopsy scheduled on Dec 8th. This whole thing is kind of weird, because the endocrinologist that I've been referred to had a biopsy opening before she had a consult opening, so she's actually doing the biopsy without me ever having had the chance to meet with her or talk to her first. I feel like I'm a little in the dark here!<br />
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What I do know is this--I know that the size and the vascularity make it slightly more likely that the "nodule" is malignant, but it apparently could still be benign. Several people have told me that 4cm is the threshold for removal whether it is malignant or benign, but I haven't talked to the endocrinologist yet, so I'm not sure if that's her approach or not. <br />
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Sometimes, I think I can feel the nodule. Sometimes, when I'm reading to the girls for a long time, I feel like I get a little hoarse, which freaks me out. Then again, I'm not sure whether those are *actually* symptoms, or just in my head. Right now, I kind of freak out with any sore throat, cough, etc...even though those symptoms could easily be explained by my allergies (I'm allergic to Christmas trees!), or any other number of things as well. But, I'm freaked about my thyroid, so I assume it *is* my thyroid.<br />
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But really, here's the thing. When I was diagnosed with the weird, rare skin cancer, it was December 12th, 2011. Lizzy was essentially the same age that Becca is now. Several times, I've been sitting in the waiting room for a thyroid appointment, when my Timehop app pops up a status update about waiting for an appointment regarding the skin cancer on that same day 3 years ago. And let's face it, with a biopsy on December 8th, there's a real possibility that I could hear back from them on December 12th this year.<br />
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Of course, that doesn't mean anything. I could go in, and find out that it's benign and the endo could feel totally comfortable monitoring it instead of jumping right to surgery. I'm trying to take things one day at a time and not put the cart before the horse, but at the same time, this feels like the weirdest, most surreal deja vu EVER. I'm having a hard time not going "there", to the worst case scenario. To cancer, and surgery, and having to coordinate time off and hospital bills and insurance forms. I just don't want to, you know? I am SO tired of medical stuff. I'm annoyed, and I'm DONE with it, and I don't want to deal with it anymore. <br />
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I mean, I will if I need to. I just don't want to. <br />
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<br />Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08257863829848728846noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1170116880352300881.post-88453011805874086602014-11-20T13:05:00.001-08:002014-11-20T13:05:43.939-08:00Thursday Printable: Give ThanksOh, hey there blog. Long time, no see. <br />
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I wish I could say that I'll be posting on the regular from now on, but the truth is....that's probably not going to happen yet. Though I do miss blogging, a lot. But no, really the only reason I'm posting today is because I made a printable for my Mom's Group this week, and I like to toss all the printables up here for easy access.<br />
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So, long story short, here's a Thanksgiving themed free printable! Woo-hoo! The wreath graphic came from <a href="http://besottedblog.com/hand-drawn-wreaths" target="_blank">Besotted</a> and the pinecone graphic was made by <a href="http://www.welivedhappilyeverafter.com/2013/11/12-stunning-free-rustic-graphics.html" target="_blank">We Lived Happily Ever After</a>. Both sites have some amazing graphics that are free for personal and/or non-commercial use that you should *absolutely* check out. In the meantime, feel free to download this baby, print her up, and stick her on your fridge or in a frame--I know that *I* will need this reminder over the course of the next week! <br />
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Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08257863829848728846noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1170116880352300881.post-83637305168415072002014-08-13T13:25:00.003-07:002014-08-13T13:25:41.939-07:00The Busy SeasonSummer is always the busy season for us. It just is. This year, Justin even decided not to play baseball this summer, but somehow it still feels insane. Right now, a lot of that insanity is due to Justin's crazy work schedule where he's been getting up anywhere between 3am and 5am to head to work, and then working until 5 or 6pm (or later). He's tired, and has asked me to help make sure that he gets up and doesn't sleep through his alarm in the mornings, and so then I'm finding myself waking up almost every hour in a "CRAP! Did we sleep through the alarm?!" panic. Work for Justin is crazy, but at least there *is* construction work for the first time in many years. Still, we are both very tired. <br />
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Southern Oregon is experiencing some crazy forest fires right now. It's really scary. On Monday night, lightning struck and started a fire near my sister-in-law's house, and we headed over to help them evacuate. At the end of that night, there were 5 homes in danger and the fire was 50 acres. As of this morning, just three days later, the fire is 600+ acres with 130 homes in danger, and the governor has declared a state of emergency. The firefighters have been absolutely incredible, both on land and from the air, and so far have saved every home. But, the fire is not contained at all, and many, many families that we know personally are displaced, and/or have damage to their property. It's a terrifying thing, and we would all appreciate your prayers.<br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"> {Smoke in the valley over the past few days. Bottom left is a photo of one of the many helicopters doing drops from the Rogue River. Bottom right is stolen from my friend Amanda, and shows the smoke from the fire near my sister-in-law's house}</span></div>
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Other than that, I'm still working out consistently, though I've switched from P90x to P90x3, because hello...30 minutes. It's just easier to make that happen. I'm currently in week 4, which is sort of like the rest week before moving to block 2. I haven't seen any crazy dramatic differences in month one--about half an inch lost each from my waist, hips, and thighs--but I wasn't expecting a lot of difference either. I've heard that with P90x3, most of the change comes in blocks 2 and 3, so I'm trying to keep eating well, keep trucking, and not get discouraged. <br />
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<br />Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02357381494401496279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1170116880352300881.post-73210916255661059082014-07-08T10:40:00.001-07:002014-07-08T10:40:49.790-07:00Fearfully & Wonderfully Made (U-NEEK by Dayspring Review & Info)A few days ago, we were out grocery shopping when Lizzy spotted someone with an eye-patch. "Look! She looks like a pirate!" Lizzy yelled. This is actually not the first time that we've had an encounter with an eye-patch, and it hasn't always ended well. Thankfully, this woman totally rolled with the punches and gave a good "Arg!" and reference to The Pirate Fairy movie (Lizzy was thrilled).<br />
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We've talked to Lizzy quite a lot lately about how everyone looks different, and that's okay. The world would be a really boring place if we were all the same. But still, she's just at that age where she's really noticing the differences a lot. She couldn't care less whether someone has long hair, short hair, or no hair, but you better believe that she <b>notices</b>, and she definitely intends to let the whole store know that she notices. Still, we've been working lately on kindness, and have basically told her that it's only okay to compliment people that we don't know on their appearance. <br />
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Recently, Dayspring came out with a new line of product called U-NEEKS that really affirms the idea that everyone is unique and wonderfully made, which really aligns with some of the things we've been working with Lizzy on lately. We were offered the opportunity to review some of the products, and although you may have noticed that I've majorly backed off the number of reviews and giveaways that I've done in the past year, I said yes to this one because I really and truly love everything about it. <br />
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The line is based around a group of characters called the U-NEEKS. Each individual character has a name (Indigo, Wally, Alliebird, & Dweeber are pictured above), and comes with some info about their favorite things. Each character has their own favorite Bible verse, but the overall message for the whole line is "Fearfully & Wonderfully Made!" Each character's tag says "We are fearfully & wonderfully made, a little bit quirky, a little bit strange, and completely U-Neek!" <br />
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Thus far, I have really let the girls decide what toys they want to play with, but sometimes I get sick of all the perfect princesses and baby dolls. We all know that's not reality. I like that the U-NEEKS dolls are a little more funky and a lot less perfect. We have already spent a lot of time counting eyes, ears, teeth, and comparing hair, etc. It's a good starting point to talk about all those issues we've been working on with Lizzy, and helps me break it down in ways that are meaningful and understandable to her--these dolls may not look like her princesses, but they are just as fun to play with! Not only that, but that there's only one Lizzy in the world, and it's okay that she's not going to look or act just like any of the other kids in the school--God made her just the way she is, and he did it on purpose, FOR a purpose! <br />
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I thought my girls would be most excited about the dolls, and while they do love them, I was surprised that Lizzy's favorite part of the collection has been the greeting cards.<br />
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Earlier this summer, Lizzy's aunt Renee broke her foot playing soccer. One of the first things Lizzy said when she heard was, "I want to make her a card!" Sweet Lizzy busted out the Alliebird "Owl be praying for you" cards, and went right to work. Now, anytime she hears that someone is hurt or sick, she asks to make them an "owl card". I have to admit that I am NOT great about sending cards to people, and I always wish that I were better about it, so I love that Lizzy has this desire already and am trying to do my best to foster it!<br />
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We also received these sweet Encouragement Notes, which I have been saving with the intention of sending them along with Lizzy's snack to school this next year. Each card has a sweet note of encouragement, and it has really been incredible how much of an affect they have on Lizzy--she really lights up whenever I read them to her! The card that Lizzy is holding above says, "Never frog-get, I think you're amazing." So simple, but such a good thing for kiddos to hear affirmed regularly!<br />
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These coupon books to reward kids for good behavior are also SO AWESOME. Another thing that's really simple, but really effective, for Lizzy in terms of her behavior and attitude. Again, she totally lights up at the recognition.<br />
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The U-NEEKS collection is available on the <a href="http://www.dayspring.com/collections/u_neeks/" target="_blank">Dayspring</a> website, <b>but you can also see them in-store at Hobby Lobby and Wal-Mart stores until July 15th</b>. I really suggest going and checking out the coupon books and encouragement notes--they are awesome, and can definitely be used independent of the plush toys above! <br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">Disclosure Statement: I received the U-NEEKS product from Dayspring in exchange for my honest review and thoughts. All opinions and photos are my own, and all links above are non-affiliate links.</span> Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08257863829848728846noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1170116880352300881.post-26304627463417894692014-06-24T08:57:00.000-07:002014-06-24T08:57:11.030-07:00The Type of Story No One Likes to Talk About Around this time every year, Facebook seems filled with cautionary tales about all kinds of summer dangers--secondary drowning, pool safety, how to check kids for ticks, and pieces about leaving kids in cars.<br />
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Leaving kids in cars, especially, always seems to be a hot topic. Inevitably, the comments start to include things like:<br />
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"What kind of horrible person forgets their kid in the car?"<br />
"How can someone not notice that they forgot their kid in the car?!"<br />
"I hope they burn in hell."<br />
"If you leave a child in a car, you don't deserve to be a parent."<br />
"If you're so busy that you forget your newborn, you need to seriously re-evaluate your life."<br />
"There is NO excuse for forgetting a child in a car."<br />
"How do you forget a child?! Mine are the first thing on my mind, always!"<br />
"If you can't manage to look in your rearview mirror and make sure there isn't a kid back there, you're an idiot."<br />
"If you're on autopilot while responsible for a baby, you're doing something wrong."<br />
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I get it. I understand how incomprehensible it is. But let me tell you a story.<br />
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The spring after Becca was born, I was having a playdate with a friend who has a little girl Lizzy's age. During the playdate, she had a serious family emergency occur, and asked me to take her kiddo home with me. No problem.<br />
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It was a weird day--my aunt was flying in to the airport, and we were meeting her there. My sister was also meeting us there and then everyone was coming back to my house for a visit. So, my sister, the kids, and I piled into my car and we headed home.<br />
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On the drive home, Becca fell asleep in her carseat. Lizzy and her friend were getting tired, were both hungry, and were also doing that whole, "MOM, she said I'm not hungry, but I AM!" thing. I dug out a couple of juice boxes, hoping to tide them over until we got home.<br />
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Anyway, we got home, and I unloaded the two bigger girls first. One of them had to go potty RIGHT THEN, so I ran up to unlock the door so that they could go inside while I grabbed Becca. Only, she had an accident on our doorstep. I helped her get to the bathroom, and on to the toilet. While I was doing that, the other kiddo somehow squirted her juice box everywhere, then proceeded to slip on it, and cut herself. I got her a band aid. The kiddo in the bathroom started crying because she couldn't reach the toilet paper. I reached the toilet paper for her. My phone rang, with Justin calling about something urgent (if I remember correctly, I think he was working out of town at the time). Lizzy and her friend both started whining that they were SO HUNGRY. I grabbed them some fruit snacks. I felt like I had been putting out small fires all morning. <br />
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I did a mental check that I'd tried to start doing since Becca was born--one kid? Check. Two kids? Check. Then, I sat down on the couch and sighed. <br />
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About that time, my sister said, "So, do you want me to grab Becca out of the car, or do you want to let her sleep there?"<br />
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You guys, it still makes me want to vomit just typing this, but I had completely and totally forgotten about Becca. Had my sister not been there that day or not said anything, I have no idea how long she would have sat in the car before I remembered her.<br />
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At that point, she had probably been in the car for between five and ten minutes. We don't have air conditioning in our car, so in the spring and summer, all the windows are always down, and she was totally fine and sleeping away happily. But my mind couldn't stop going to all the "what if" scenarios that could have resulted in and ending that was not nearly so happy. <br />
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I really don't know if I can explain how I felt that afternoon. I called Justin hysterically crying. I felt like the worst mother in the history of the world. I still don't like to talk about or even think about that day.<br />
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I was one part exhausted. I was one part off-routine with three kids instead of two. <br />
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But what I was not (and it's taken me awhile to be able to say this confidently) was an idiot, a bad mother, someone who doesn't care about her kids, a horrible person, or someone who needed to re-evaluate her life.<br />
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A few years ago, Gene Weingarten <a href="http://www.washingtonpost.com/lifestyle/magazine/fatal-distraction-forgetting-a-child-in-thebackseat-of-a-car-is-a-horrifying-mistake-is-it-a-crime/2014/06/16/8ae0fe3a-f580-11e3-a3a5-42be35962a52_story.html" target="_blank">wrote a piece for the Washington Post about forgetting children in cars</a> that won a Pulitzer. If you haven't read it already, I really would suggest it. It's not an easy read, but it's an important one.<br />
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The part that sticks with me the most?<br />
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<b>"The wealthy do, it turns out. And the poor, and the middle class.
Parents of all ages and ethnicities do it. Mothers are just as likely to
do it as fathers. It happens to the chronically absent-minded and to
the fanatically organized, to the college-educated and to the marginally
literate. In the last 10 years, it has happened to a dentist. A postal
clerk. A social worker. A police officer. An accountant. A soldier. A
paralegal. An electrician. A Protestant clergyman. A rabbinical student.
A nurse. A construction worker. An assistant principal. It happened to a
mental health counselor, a college professor and a pizza chef. It
happened to a pediatrician. It happened to a rocket scientist.</b><br />
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</b><b>Last year it happened three times in one day, the worst day so far in
the worst year so far in a phenomenon that gives no sign of abating.</b><br />
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</b><b>The facts in each case differ a little, but always there is the
terrible moment when the parent realizes what he or she has done, often
through a phone call from a spouse or caregiver. This is followed by a
frantic sprint to the car. What awaits there is the worst thing in the
world."</b><br />
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It happened to me, and it could happen to you too. I don't care if you are rolling your eyes because you think there's no way. It could.<br />
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I'll also note here that there are simple things that could help. The biggest thing is to make a plan with childcare providers that if a child isn't dropped off as usual, they call, and sooner rather than later.<br />
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Some parents put their left shoe in the backseat along with their kids in car seats, I took to putting my purse back there. <br />
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Inventors have begun producing things like a smartphone car seat monitor (though at $399, it's still a bit spendy).<br />
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But really, the point of this all is that pointing fingers and saying "That would NEVER happen to me--they must be bad parents!" is not only untrue, but it's also unhelpful. It certainly hasn't decreased the number of tragedies at all. But talking about it, openly and honestly...might. Talking about practical solutions that help...might. Realizing that people who have forgotten their children are, by and large, not criminals or druggies or terrible parents, but people just like you and me...might help as well. <br />
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And in this situation, "might" is better than nothing. Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08257863829848728846noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1170116880352300881.post-33650243973690196712014-06-09T10:44:00.001-07:002014-06-09T10:44:44.507-07:00Life Right Now Last Thursday, Lizzy finished her last day of preschool. Next year, she'll be in pre-K and going three days a week, and she already CAN NOT WAIT. Actually, she cannot wait for kindergarten, and doesn't quite understand why other kids who will be five will be in kindergarten next year and she won't (she's a January birthday, so she's past the cut-off). But, she'll survive :)<br />
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After her last day of school, as we were driving home, she was looking at the yearbook that her school does. She told me, "I'm just looking at the pre-K kids, to make sure I know what I'm supposed to look like next year!" She is so funny sometimes.<br />
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This past week, I also took the girls around the corner from our house to do an annual sister picture. And because you KNOW I'm a sucker for comparison pictures, here's the batch from last year, June 2013:<br />
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And then this year, June 2014:
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Becca, at 18 months, is actually wearing the same dress that Lizzy wore in the 2013 pictures, when she was 3. It is crazy to me sometimes how different Lizzy and Becca are, both in terms of personalities, and also in terms of size. Lizzy was a lot more verbal at this age than Becca is, and I think sometimes we treated her a lot older than she really was (we still forget sometimes that she's only 4!). Becca knows plenty of words, and is totally on track for her age, but because she isn't nearly as verbal as Lizzy, it's easier to treat her like the age she really is. I'm sure part of it is a second child thing too--with the first kiddo, I feel like I was more excited for all those milestones and "firsts", and with Becca, I am 100% fine to hold off on some of those things, ha!<br />
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On the other hand, there's also a set of things that I think Becca will do more quickly than Lizzy, because she has someone to keep up with! For example, Lizzy was practicing her scooter on Saturday, and Becca was royally ticked that she didn't have one of her own to ride--she kept yelling "Beppa! Turn!" (her version of "Becca's turn!"). Justin would help her stand and roll a bit, and she could not have been more proud of herself.<br />
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Lizzy has been asking over and over if she and Becca can share a room. She talks about bunk beds NON STOP, and I secretly think she's trying to teach Becca to climb out of her crib so that we'll be more likely to want to transition Becca to a different type of bed. On one hand, it would be really nice to have them share a bedroom and maybe have our third bedroom be a toy/playroom. On the other hand, Becca still naps and Lizzy does not, but she usually still goes into her room and reads for quiet time. I feel like going to a shared room is going to eliminate Becca's nap since she'll want to be just like Lizzy, and I am definitely not ready for that! I feel like why rush it unless we have to. We'll see. Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08257863829848728846noreply@blogger.com7